I continue to cycle very quickly and continuously from the glass being half-full to half-empty, to completely empty, and back.
On my good days, I believe what people tell me and what I read, that with enough work and determination I will be able to rebuild my life and emerge from this and start living the life of the man whom I want to be. On my bad days things look a lot more bleak, I spend far too much time staring in the rearview mirror, and I find myself paralysed with fear, shame, indecision and regret.
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